Magic muffin baking and cussing at design programms.

Yeah don't ask after the title, XD I thought it was funny when I typed it but who am I to disagree with my own logic ey. If I do I'll just get a headache.

Last saturday which is already a few days ago I had a going away party for family and friends, some of them had come one another day while others will visit again and al that. It was a nice change and I really liked it and it was all in all a very succesful and awsome day with family that left me feeling rather good. It was good seeing the family and I hope none of them will over come something while I am away and that I will be able to see them again when I get back and that they will all be able to come to my birthday which will take place soon after.

Dad and aunt

There are still things I have to take care of though. Which is why I'm slightly scattered brained. I'm thinking of a lot of things at the same time and it's annoying that Japan still hasn't let me or has given me an answer to my questions cause it keeps me worried, if tomorrow I still don't have an answer I'll send another email cause there are some things tht I have to know in order to take care before I go to Japan. this is a list.

- Call my school to hear about the scholarship and to hear if my subjects are okay.
- Call the public transportation service to stop my ov-kaart
- get my money, japanese money
- Start packing my suitcase and making sure that I have everything,
- updating this and other sites before i leave,
- Visiting some people once again.

I think I'm quite close to summing it up but having so many insecurities just ins't nice but I guess i will hve to get used to it and other wise, between feeling, sick in my stomach, nervouse, scared shitless and who knows what else I am really excited for it to happen as well because...

I AM GOING TO JAPAN.

I am going there and i am going to meet new people and all that and i am super excited and i feel up to it and i can do this cause I have Friends and Family supporting me al the way! so Ha. Take that!

Also today was a fun day, I've been drawing alot again lately, all small things but large things as well, next to writing a story for my friend solitaryaya, I'm making sure my deviant art is uploaded that it can last without me for a bit, maybe I can still manage to make some things tht i can work on them when I'm there that would be nice I just hope I have some time. My latest drawing I will also post on here cause I am really proud of it ::


:: Sailor Bird Godess by =CatiProjectC on deviantART

I've spend alot of time on it but it was all worth it.

So I also baked muffins today. Hahahah yes me, fear the day that I go in to kitchen cause they are scary and worrying and hold your heart cause you will never know what you end up with. XD hahaha but well in the end, though I was worried they would end up to be death thowing ninja muffins they ended up to be quite tasty and I even made a picture to share.

Yummy chocolate muffins!

Well anyway this is all folks. :D keep updated to see what more I will hve to tell next week and wish me luck with my to do list! Ja ne~