With thrills and chills

Hello blog readers!

I'm still writing this blog and going on strong. Lot has happend since the last blog update but every not on my list has been striped off and finished and done with. It feels good having it all behind and just being nervouse about the journey now. Which I am. Yes I look forward to it, doesn't mean I can be nervouse right? I'm trying to spend as much time with my parents as possible. today at 3 o clock in the afternoon I finished the last of small things and tomorrow I'm doing absolutly nothing.

This is probably why this will be my last entery before I leave to Japan. Though no guarantee! cause I might just decide to bother you all again with another blog entry. Anyway today I have been in contact with a teacher from school who is in charge of helping students with intern ships. Well more or less she makes sure that everything is in order. I asked her about the possibilites of me taking care of it from Japan and if there is a possibility to do an internship in Japan as well cause that would just be like a dream come true. It would be a challenge but it would be a beautiful challenge. I'm certain of it!

Other then that I have made plans for the weekend after my arrival to meet up with my Swedish friend who is more expierienced in living in Japan then I am. It's mostly that I want to meet with her so early to keep myself busy and from thinking to much of home. I will miss them but I don't want to be sick with homesickness cause I want to make the most of this experience. anyway she's showing me around and going to help me gather things for my room if needed and even show me where to buy doujinshi's! (fan made books from existing series) Having those will help me with my hiragana and katakana I think. My katakana still needs a lot of work.

Also i spoke with a mexican girl and it feels like she's feeling the same as I am. Which makes me reasured and feel less like an alien. I still have a few things to take care of on the pc. I need to take a few more pictures of my family and for one from the house and all that. I'm nervouse. Ha that's out of the blue but I am. I am looking forward to it but I am so nervouse. i won't deny it cause I can't. this bubbly feeling in my stomach is eating and eating away. I don't think I could do without it. It's natural. it's my first journey what can I expect? What am I to expect?

I try not to think to much of it, cause I don't plan to let it control me. Can't let it control me. I'm stronger and I can do this. Japan is going to be awsome. I'm even going to try to make sure I can get my internship there. ANd untop of it this will be the experience of a life time. Besides I am going to meet so many awsome people it will make up for all the nervousness! this is going to be grande.

It will be getting used to but it will all be alright. So yeah for tomorrow and later on it's simple learning and nothing more. tomorrow if I get a chance I'll just upload some pictures for all of you for you to see.

For now I have put down my thoughts again. :)

see you all soon.