New post! Lots of things

Hello everybody!

So here is my post again, after a tough weekend that had ups and downs I had my first day of school. and it was good. and well alot of information absorbing but it was good really good. and nice, I forgot my camera so I didn't take pictures but school, is really close. I love that school is really super close. It's awsome. it's 10 minute walk together with less then a 20 minute train ride. and i will be following level two japanese.

I knew all the hiragana and katagana which was a requirement but they put me level 2 not one. So I hope it's not to heavy but we will see.

the blog updates will be smaller from now on. So far I'm still in the stage of getting used to japan and living on my own and everything and it just feels, wierd still and not at home. I don't think this ever will be home but it feels strange not nescesairly in a bad way but very strange and I'm not quite sure how to feel, I'm in an apartment where I have to unplug the fridge and where it's hot and warm and not what I am used to, my pillows escape me an dI don't have my trusted teddybear with me, my parents are far away and all I have are vague plans for the future.

a future that scares me cause, I want to go on internshp in Japan and at the same time I'm freaking out knowing that I am probably not ready for that just yet, that I could fail if the company doesn't have an employee that at doesn't understand english cause in four months time I really don't think I can have all the japanese down.

a future that I'm not even sure on which I can go on internship cause what if it all goes wrong? I'm having a lot of doubts at the moment, in a country where language and food are strange and the customs are different and which kind of holds my future. what is a girl to do , it's hard?

I've met alot of people today,

And they were all kind, and all in the ame kind of situation, some a bit different and some really a lot better then I am, no I think I am actually at the bottom, but there were really nice people that I have met and it was okay and i'll get used to it and this is my adventure. I'll have to make most of it.

my schedule is okay as well, it's not nescesairly bad, it's different and strange. and at the moment anything strange unnerves me to no end. but I will sit this through till the end and I'll see what happens then. :D

for now this was my update.

Japan is beautiful, the dutch girl just has to get used to it.